Routine

I didn't know how much I relied on my daily routine until I didn't have one. We sold the house and moved, and everything changed. Everything.

We are finally all settled in and I've developed a new routine. I've always considered myself open to change. I discovered that I don't like change at all. I like sameness. I like routine. I like no drama.

My birthday is coming up. As a present to myself, I'm going to buy clothes. Currently I have only one pair of jeans that fits me and not much else. I'm going to force myself to buy more than just jeans and t-shirts. I need a personal shopper. I have zero style.

As of right now, my Blueberry and I have an empty nest. It's nice. I like having him all to myself. I'm selfish like that.

Depending on circumstances, I might take my first Algebra test tonight. I'm not sure if I'm ready. I'm nervous. I've been scoring well on my homework problems and I know the material, but I'm prone to freezing during tests. I choke. My temperature just raised 3 notches simply thinking about it.

Goals: Achieved

I reached my goal weight last week. After much celebration, I realized that I forgot to blog about it. It's a big deal. I lost a total of 50.8 pounds. Go me! I'll post before/after pics when I get around to it. Patience, grasshopper.

We are supposed to close on the house on Friday. I can't wait to move out of it. Home ownership is not all it's cracked up to be. I want to be mobile.

It just feels too good to be true. So many great things are happening. I pinched myself until I saw a bruise and I still don't believe it. I'm living the dream.

EDIT: My pics are mostly gone from my blog :( What did I do wrong?